TETAP SAMA

Hari berganti hari.

Hidup dan langkah pun terus beranjak seiring berjalannya waktu.

Hanya saja, hati dan perasaanku tetap sama,

Tak bergerak,

Tak berubah.

Sebenarnya aku tak lagi kuat menahan rasa ini,

Tak lagi sanggup tuk menyimpan perasaan ini,

Aku,,, tak lagi mampu menahan semuanya.

Ingin hati berbicara.

Namun, begitu kesempatan di depan mata,

Seakan mulut terkunci.

Hendak berkata, namun lidah kelu.

Read More

STARTING TO STOP THINKING ABOUT AND TRYING TO FORGET

```A part of what I feel after reading short sentences```

God, it is not true if he said that I start to forget him. No. A BIG NO. I do not start to forget him. But the true one is that I try to forget him. Not because there’s no feeling anymore. That feeling still exists, still the same. It just because I can’t. I haven’t been a single person. I haven’t truly experienced a revival in myself. There’re still many things of mine haven’t changed.

Stop thinking about and trying to forget are totally different. Forgetting or ignoring (read: lupa) happens unconsciously and the possibility of feeling painful is small. However, trying to forget will need some attempt. Perhaps, if the thing we want to forget is a small thing, feeling hurt will not really appear. Yet, trying to forget things rooted deeply, very deeply in the deepest part of the heart, such this feeling, the pain must appear, must not out of pain.

God, I try to forget because I feel I can’t; will not be able to do well if I do it now. I am sensitive and I realize that.

Suffering because of too sensitive.

Read More

TALAUD: SANSIOTTE SAMPATE-PATE

An interview report

Indonesia is a rich country: rich of islands, rich of cultures, rich of languages, and rich of ethnics. The islands views in Indonesia are fantastically wonderful in which some islands are quite small and border with another country. Talaud Islands are one of small islands which border with another country, Philippine. These islands, which its capital located in Melonguane, are approximately 271 miles from the capital city of North Sulawesi, Manado. Located between Sulawesi Island and Mindanao Island (Philippine), Talaud has three main big islands, which are Karakelang, Salibabu, and Kabaruan Islands. In the past, Talaud was a part of Sanger regency, but since July 2, 2002 the government decided to separate Talaud from Sanger. According to Jelinda, one of our participants, the reason of the separation between Sanger and Talaud due to the economic, politic, and social development which was unequal and centralized in Sanger.

Read More

TULISAN GALAU (POETRY syndrom)

Aku termasuk suka menulis,

Menuangkan segala hal yang aku rasakan melalui tarian jari-jemari bersama pena warna-warni maupun melalui liukan  jari-jari diatas keyboard

Ntah mengapa dan sejak kapan, one thing that I know is that I like writing :D

Refleksi

Pengalaman

Perasaan

Kekuatiran

Cita-cita

Mimpi

Harapan

Renungan

Cerpen, dari yang jelas endingnya sampe yang gak jelas awalnya hohohoho

EVERYTHING

Read More

BERAT

Terus

Dan

Semakin

Merasa

BERAT 

Merasa semakin berat

Merasa tak lagi mampu menjalani semuanya

Merasa tak layak tuk mendapatkan kesempatan ini

Merasa tak pantas

Read More

suRat CInTA

Yapss,,, setelah lama buanget ga nulis,,, akhirnya bisa nulis lagi deh... hehehe....
Hmmmm.....
Sempet bingung mau nulis apa,, tapi tau-tau muncul sebuah ide buat nulis sesuatu tentang  Surat Cinta yang pernah kuterima :D

Hmmm…. 
Kalian pernah ga dapet ato membuat surat cinta??

Kalo aku siihhh ga pernah buat,,, tapiiiiii aku beberapa kali dikasi surat cinta.

Yaacchhh aku sih seneng nulis-nulis tentang what I feel gituu,, tapi kalo harus nulis what I feel then send/give it to others…… haduuuhhh males banget deehhh… 
Emmmm,,, yang paling konyol adalah >>> aku ga pernah nulis surat cinta buat orang lain tapi aku pernah nyuruh (lebih tepatnya MAKSA :D) orang lain nulis surat cinta buatku hahahaha…

Nah,, kalo ga salah itung sih aku pernah empat kali dikasih surat cinta dari 3 orang yang berbeda hahaha… Dari empat surat itu, salah duanya adalah hasil aku ‘malak’ seseorang buat nulis surat :P

Read More

DUNIAKU

Aku menikmati duniaku sendiri

Dunia dalam keheningan

Dunia dalam sepi

Dunia yang jauh dari hingar bingar dunia

Dunia yang menjadi milikku sendiri

Dunia yang tak ada pemiliknya selain aku seorang

Read More